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| Tuesday, April 9th, 2002 |
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Don't read THIS lame thing anymore! read THIS lame thing! I will never again, most likely, update spunkygrle! So come, one and all and read the greatness of the orginal Nerd Rocker at her new address... www.livejournal.com/users/spazrocker That's spazrocker alright? Come visit me at my new home please! Toodles! |
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Hey ho... Today was kind of weird. I feel very disconnected to school after spring break. I can't seem to get into the swing of things. Mr. Derieux's sub got lost and the PE teachers had to bring him in. Nothing else worth any merit happened today. I don't know why I insist updating when I just bore the 2 people that read this. Amanda |
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| Monday, April 8th, 2002 |
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FAVORITES x. number - 7 and 12 x. color - Red, black, and sometimes blue. And cool yellow shirts. x. band - Hahaha, one? x. sex - Yay! When do I get sex? x. color M+M's - brown. They're all natural. x. hair color - Red, red red. Or blue, but red. x. clothes brand - Band shirts! I'm such a teenager emo creep. x. tree - Green. x. grade - I'm in ninth, but you know I dig the senior love. Meghan. x. animal - rrow! Scorpions (I wouldn't want to cuddle one but they have claws!) horses, and I should say dogs but dogs are annoying and they smell. x. food - Chinese, or Sun chips x. drink - diet coke! x. disney movie - ooo! I hate all the animated ones, but, dude, Motocrosse and Zenon. that's where its at. x. holiday - Martin Luther King Jr Day (day of school for a cool guy) x. street name - Yo, they call me Biggie A on the north west side, two miles off exit 54. x. school mascot - Bronco x. soda - diet coke, muhaha x. magazine - Cosmopolitian. Dirty sex tips with pretty people demonstrating! x. guy - Toad x. girl - Vic x. pancake mix - Uh.... Sure, why not. You make me pancakes then, eh? x. cologne - None.... dude, you guys smell like man whores when you layer it on. x. perfume - mine is- holy shit i just blanked out; Ok! Playful. I got it. I used to where happy but it got to fusty. x. word - flum! Kris, this Flum is Hammed! Oh, the good times x. sport - lacrosse, cross country jumping, tethrathalon and decathalon, plus skating. Softball/ x. coin - A penny! A penny! Yay! x. nickname - none that anyone really calls me by which really upsets me. I've always been dumbass plain amanda. But, the one people have come up with are Noodle, Slim, Punches, and jack ho. x. gum flavor - Juicy fruit x. eye color - blue, icy green (like toads) x. weather - rainy and ice cold x. vegetable - cucumber x. flower - a daisy...innocent glance, eh meg? x. music - Skemo, emo, rock. alt. rock. Nerd Rock. x. dwarf - dopey. He was the coolest x. piercing - i don't really dig the piercing love... everything gets tangled and caught and lets imagine some places a tounge piercing could get stuck... x. bug - ladybug! x. ice cream New York Super Fudge (only eaten when a guy dumps me) x. candy - alas, they all taste as sweet as summer. x. person - Vic and Hugette, my pals. x. hero - Superman....or roy. x. cartoon -Recess! x. fruit - apple x. season - winter or spring. x. cereal - Apple jacks x. month - november--- I like that song too x. nail polish - black, because I am so deep and goth and hardcore. x. drug -tylenol pm, as well as many other pharmaceutical delights ABOUT YOU x. name -Amanda x. nicknames -uhm. well. No one ever calls me them but noodle, slim. slim rocker, punches, and I have all these romantic nicknames in my head i am waiting for SOMEONE to call me. x. location - the burbs. x. height - 5'1- barely. God help me. x. siblings - older sis, two older bros CRUSH SIDE x. do you have a crush - whats the next question? x. who is it - and the next... x. are you going out with someone? - uh huh x. do you love them - sure sure x. are you in love with them -Gaar, you damned emo kids. x. do they know this - no, we've been dating a year and hes still in the dark. x. do they care about you - i think so x. what do you look for in a date - a nice, confident silly emo kid. Calls me funny sweet nicknames, writes bad poetry and has nice abs. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE x. pretty - haha. No. No one ever tells me I am. x. funny - sure, i'm funny as hell. Hopes smooth over the whole repulsive to nature thing. x. friendly - when I want x. amusing - sure hope so x. retarded - yes x. ugly - yeah, i'm pretty ugly. JIM UGLY! x. loveable - my name means lovable.. so sure! x. pessimistic - all the time. x. optimistic -uhmm x. caring - yes, I am for my friends x. sweet as vinegar x. dorky - and nerdy! **** I hate to bore you all but those things are so FUN to fill out! I slept in today, then visited kris for a few secs and then to school. I feel like something is wrong but I can't figure out what/ 119 pages of pretend today. Amanda |
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Gaar, 10 hour road trips can blow me. They suck. Especially when you pass a huge feedlot at night and the friggin driver won't close the window and all you hear is this horrible moo-ing from hundreds of destitue animals, and I swear to god, If any of you SMELT what it smells like in a feedlot you'd all think twice before shoving your face in a whoper. I remembed that Mandy OWA eats meat now and I thought that was ironic. I didn't care for all those years and suddenly I do and now shes eating it. Uck, gross! I've got the feeling that if you eat meat your whole life your blood will turn black and you'll have a heart attack; a McRib in your hand and a BigMac dripping out your pores. Ew. *** The only real fun I had on the dumb trip (besides flirting with the room serivice guy, for free chcolate milk and hanging out with Anya) was my discovery of how everyone in San Diego smokes, and how easy it is to bumb a ciggarette off someone. I've tried it like twice here, never succeding, mostly due to my ugliness, but, alas, in SD it seems everyone wants to pump your lungs full of tar. I tried at the San Diego Crew Classic which Anya's parents dragged us too. Anya and i put our stuff down by this guy who looked like Gordo from Lizzie McGuire or whatever, only tan and with bigger hair. He started puffing away, and I said some really lame line, like one off a bad sitcom or something- I think it was "Help me out? I've run out of Kool's." I am that lame, but he gave me two and offered a light. I said I'd save em' for later. I still have them, and then I ran into this other girl. who was like a crew person and she was huffing and puffiing after the race and lighting up. I was buying a diet coke at the time and I ran another equally lame line and she said she was trying to quit and gave me her whole pack of ciggies. How terribly exciting. I have the power to access lung damaging goods! What a terrible wonderful power trip. I am burned on the back of my legs and I am dreading school which is in a couple hours. Mr. Brown's audition....shit I gotta get that together. I'm a horrible band student. Thank god, I have a life. NIght night all my crazy spring breaker pals Burned Punches |
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| Monday, April 1st, 2002 |
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Now get up, now get up... Let's see... I'm sitting in the dark because I am to lazy to go flick on the light. Today was OK; yesterday actually turned out really nice; Tom and I were anti social at dinner and then went to his room and watched his video from the Salinas trip; which was really funny, and we cuddled, and he drilled a hole through one of his picks for me and now i am wearing it around my neck. Then Kris came and we made shirts that say THE METRIC SYSTEM FOREVER (back) WE WILL NOT FALL Haha, yeah. Nerdie us. I tried to wash my nerd rocker anonymous shirt but it bled so I had to make a new one. Then I wrote the first word too small so i covered it with my Rob patch. today Kris slept in, and I was in front of her house waiting for her to come out b/c we were gonna go get mocha in the AM, I had to bike home and call her to get her awake (I didnt want to wake her whole family up by ringin the bell) and then I was exhausted/ hehe. Kris's bro is so sick he can't sit up so It wouldn't have mattered if I had rung, but, c'est la vie. Snow tomorrow! I'm excited... I have lots of cool shirts and ties to wear to scare the normals. I'm going to go get my contacts fitted.... I won't make any promises, but i'll most likely update on wednesday night. Have a great spring break everybody! (PS- my new IM address is NerdRocker145) Punches |
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| Sunday, March 31st, 2002 |
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Nerd Rockers, Unite! Spring Break is being my friend. Friday night Kris and I agreed to call each other at 9 am. At 9:53 the next morning, still in bed I answered the phone. We both slept in. Good. We went and played Tennis at NHS, and it was really fun, and we were next to these guys who everytime they dropped the ball or it flew near us, they would say Thank you until we picked it up, so me with my big mouth said "OH yeah! This isn't High School. We won't really respond unless some guy is yelling 'GET THE BALL DUMBASS!' Well, they thought that was hysterical and everytime one of their players went to go grab a new ball, the guys would be all "GET THE BALL DUMBASS." Very entertaining. Of course, It was a gazillion degrees, and when we got home Kris couldn't get up. We made mac and cheese and then lazed around. THEN we biked to Encina, healthy us. I ATE LEVEN BREAD! GASP! Dinner with my brother, whooooohooo. God, he's such a jackass sometimes. It's like, everytime my family leaves from dinner or something with him, they have to list his accomplishments to me, as if I am not already aware. Then I point out he is a 26 year old unemployed screen writer with a 500+ page book that has yet to be finished. Then they shut up. Now I understand why he and my sister hate each other. Perhaps I shall join their ranks. *** Today is going to be lame. I have to go to Tom's easter dinner, but only for an hour b/c then I have to feed the horses in the barn. I was never one to really enjoy large christian gatherings very much, anyway. Then sleep. Whoo. I should go finish cleaning... I should call Anita. I should call Anya. I should just go to sleep... One more hour... Punches |
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| Friday, March 29th, 2002 |
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YES! SPRING BREAK! Rock Rock ROCK! I got my grades; and they were all GOOD! YES! So I'm totally stress free this break. Score. No leven bread is actually kinda good; theres so much less for me too eat. Eww, pooch. *** Kris and I discovered we're pretty good at Tennis, so we're gonna go play tomorrow, maybe in the AM. Then we'll probably have to collapse and eat. Hehe. We're gonna see clockstoppers tonight, and sunday I don't have any plans yet; then Monday is get ready for snow and sun day. Woo! Note: Must call Anya. ALRIGHT! I'm phsyced as a goat, jesus, I gotta go bike. I'm about to explode! ~~~~~~~ Punches |
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| Thursday, March 28th, 2002 |
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I dont write for 3 days and I think i'm all cool for not being a geek and then I update 3 times in one day. But I was home sick, let's be fair. YES! Life fell into place, thank god. My C-1 rating is CANCELED! Thank god! I wasn't ready anyway. Jesus, wee! YES! SCORE! So I get to go to San Diego with Anya and get tan and use the gym at the cool hotel. Score-y score! Plus, my neighbor Anita has a cabin in Tahoe and invited my family up to use it on Tuesday and Wednesday; and I get to bring a friend! I promised my friend Julie from USPC, but if she can't come I get to take TOM! Both would be GREAT! So now my SB is TOTALLY full of people I love! I won't get to hang with Kris... but she wasn't planning to hang with me for the first 4 days so, I mean. Really. Plus we're gonna go see Clockstoppers tomorrow night (yummy Jesse Bradford! I saw him on TRL today, and on Some Nick show! DOUBLE SCORE!) and we can hang all weekend, until she leaves with Mittens for Mount Rose. Ooh! I can see Erin on Monday. I haven't gotten to hang with her nearly as much as I want too. That makes me sad. But! My contacts got here, so I can get them on Monday also, in time for San Diego, etc! Ooh, YES! Lord, yes! YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES!YES! Woooooo! GO SPRING BREAK!!!!!! |
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I'm not going to school. Red: 18/100 Blue: 10/100 White: 7/100 Yellow: 10/100 </a> Take the Color Code Test by Dano I'm going to die. |
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Hi- Where has the week gone? Mom made me sleep in today (I actually had a fight with her about it, wanted to go to drama. I know, it was kinda weird.) Pesach started today, so no leven bread for me. Well, not in front of my parents. And, god damnit, food sucks at Passover Sedars. It's like the meager meal. We had salad (avacodos and onions, gross!) Soup, chicken broth w/ Matzah balls so I ate that, too bad the matzah was stale. Brisket (I don't eat beef) and potatoes. But I was in Aaron's room, and I found a big ass box of Fruit-O snacks and I ate 2 of those. So I guess I was ok. All the guy next to me did was complain about anything. First he talked about how Barbie could never re-produce, and how Barbie is a freudien concept in it's self (it's more of a ___, isn't it? Replies his dinner partner.) And how Herbel Tea boxes are really cheesy. Wackjob. *** GAR! My WHOLE spring break is going to be TRASH! Everyone on the goddamn earth is a fuckin snowboarder, so they're all going to bury themselves in Tahoe for a week, and I was invited by one of my BEST friends, Anya, to go down to San Diego and stay in a great hotel and get catered too, but, all be damned, I have this c-1 rating for pony club I'm not even ready for, in the middle of the whole trip, so I probably can't go. Dear lord, I need some relaxation. I don't want to be home alone all springbreak while all my friends abandon me. ALL OF THEM. life is pretty trashy, eh? Gaar, maybe i'll bike to Encina and get some leven bread. I hate everything. Amanda |
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| Monday, March 25th, 2002 |
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Gah, I hate high school. I hate it for the horrible yuppy breeding ground its become. I hate it I HATE having to PLAN my life for the next FOUR years, in advance, so I can kiss up to some man in a suit who probably looks a little boy porn in his spare time so i can be accepted into HIS university so i can get a good job, and give the goverment money, and find true love, and lay down and die and rot underground while someone embezzles my assets I left to my husband who died of colon cancer while my crazy daughter OD'd on THE CRACK OF THE FUTURE. Holy crap. I'm feeling so low again I can only do so much to keep my hands away from my wrists again. Life is trash. I don't see why everyone is either 100 percent grades dont count, or 100 percent, I'M AN ANAL JACK HO who needs EVERYTHING to be perfect, so I can get into Harvard and wear sweater vests and BE THE STERYOTPE I HAVE ALWAYS ASPIRED TO BE! whywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhywhyw |
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| Sunday, March 24th, 2002 |
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Hi! Yesterday was really good. I woke up in the early morning and studied french a little (im a' cramin' tonight!) and then took a nap, Then went to Tom's to bake cookies. It's extra credit for math b/c he made them into math signs, but his whole family plus me had a debate on which would be the most time efficent method of making the cookies. Eventually we just baked them in a loaf and cut them out. Ok, then came home and Tom put me in bed and I napped, so that was good. And when I woke up I realized we have no freakin food in the whole house so I had to bike to Encina alone and go buy Top Ramen and Snapple, and then I got myself a new toothbrush. How exciting! Then Kristen came over, and we planned (ok, tried to plan) our trip to Vancouver and we called this hotel, and they mentioned that in every room you get a free stuffed animal duck, for no reason. So we prank called these hotels, I talked and Kris lisented on the other phone. I claimed I was a fur trader (The Western Canadian Fur Alliance) who was in town for a conference and I needed the stuffed duck in my room to make me feel like I was back home in old vancouver. And at one point the woman asked me if i'd like a non-smoking room and I said, oh, no, I smoke like a damn house! Oh, and I also claimed I was a prophalaytic distributer and then had Kris scream and the woman was like, 'What was that?" and I said, "Its the damn kids. I have almost 25 of em' now! Ok, so we called these hotels: The Four Season Vancouver The Four Seasons NYC The Four Seasons San Fransico The Plaza Hotel NYC The Hotel Crowne George Hilton International Hot Line The Claremont Berkeley. At all these we asked funny things and Kris made pudding and it was like the best time EVER!!! Pretty funny eh? Ok, today is tom and I's one year anniversary! Wowie zowie! We haven't gotten each other anything and I think I'm ok with that. Just his love, darling. Thats all I need. We're gonna hang out in a while. Ok, well. Must fly! Amanda |
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| Saturday, March 23rd, 2002 |
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take free enneagram test Sorry; but that band nerd thing was really funny. Haha. Geez, still makes me laugh. Improv was really good last night, and NHS won! Score! I don't know exactly what this victory entails but thats ok. My sister and calan are skeedoodling so I'm home alone for a while, and i'm headed to Tom's at 3 to help him make cookies for his math class or something. Ah, whatever. Maybe at 5 or so I can go over to Vic's and get food, they always have food. I guess I'l skate then. Biking has just become so....lame.... But driving is....like.....god. Hah. I HATE DOGS, they're sooooo boring and they require so much f'in attention. Geez. I'm that bad. |
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| Friday, March 22nd, 2002 |
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improv makes AMANDA HYPEEER How much of a band nerd are you? - created by pakito HAHAHAHAHHAHA! HA! |
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Take this Quiz Made by eLLeN112. I only lied when I said I wasn't a chick, otherwise the test WAS NOT RIGGED. *** Took my math test and only missed two problems, so I got a 80/84. And then I got a 26/30 on a french test which made me tr�s happy. UnionizeInkPens: ARE YOU GOING TO YELL LOAD BadLlama145: loud? BadLlama145: yes. BadLlama145: i will not, however, yell the word LOAD UnionizeInkPens: lol fine *** Will's silly. *** is that a square? If you can't see my nifty square, you're lame. Ok, let's see... Campopiano is an asshole, and I can't wait to go to the improv show. Oh, but I lost my glasses, for good, I dropped them on the road, and I was groping around for them and two hot skateboarders helped me look and tried to get my number but I kinda turned red and walked away. I'm SO good with guys. I love tom. Tooommm. Duur. Oh well, i wear nerdy glasses until I get my contacts monday. I will survive, I don't have any situations where I need to wear glasses this weekend, I think. So hurrah. I will miss them. But what can you do, my lense was held in with ducktape. Ok, well, gotta go ice my horses leg. Amanda |
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| Thursday, March 21st, 2002 |
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You are striving for a life full of activity and experience and, perhaps even more, an environment where you would be able to forge a close bond with a person who can offer full emotional fulfilment. You are totally dissatisfied with your present situation. Matters are not going right for you and you are seeking a means of escape. Your mental state of mind necessitates that you need to change your thinking patterns. Remember, if one particular modus operandi doesn't seem to work, then try something different. You feel that you deserve far more than is being attributed to you, but there is no-one to whom you can turn to for sympathy and understanding. Your pent-up emotions and inherent egocentricity make you quick to take offence, but as matters stand you realise that you will have to make the best of things as they are. Everyone feels despondent at times and you are no exception. You are feeling so depressed because it seems that everything that could go wrong has gone wrong and you don't quite know which way to turn. So like the proverbial ostrich you are trying to bury your head in the sand. But that won't work - you have to face reality. Being a likeable person you get on well with neighbours and friends. You don't need anything to 'Rock your boat'. You want to 'love' and to be loved'. The way things are, you feel that you are stuck in a rut and there is not much you can do about it. You feel frustrated and inhibited but if you can find a way to let yourself go, you may find that things aren't quite so bad as perhaps you thought they were. One consolation is that since you are an extremely emotional individual, with the right person you may be able to release some of that frustration and tension with some mutual tender loving care. ******* Just got back from my sixth band festival of pain, boredom, and salt eating. GAH so boring. GAH so frustrating. I have a big test in math tomorrow and if I don't do super on it, I'm gonna get a D in math and that CANT happen. I have to copy these god damn homeworks from Jeff and they're reaallly long, and I'm so tired. I just can't take getting a bad grade and I can't take fixing it. I'm so tired of the people who go ' a 90.9?" IT is STILL an A, god damnit. I'm struggling, flailing, falling. God, here I am again, familiar ground I walk on. Gzist Christ, honestly, I have my c-1 rating for USPC in 2 weeks and i'm going to fail and its in the middle of my spring break and everythings a mess and messy and messed. I just thought of matise. No reason. Gah. |
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| Wednesday, March 20th, 2002 |
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Test Results
Today was.... today. If you highlight the above you can see it--- it's pretty coolio! Find out which LifeSaver you are. I hate mr fisher. I love tom. Punches |
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Well, Its early and I am all ready for school. so I feel like I should do something. The fact that I do this is whats sad. Hum, lets see. Went riding, and I was perfectly right, Jenny was very stern while we rode and Tannack kept bucking and being a little fucktard. Very annoying. He's scared of everything. He got scared of the rail for a while and that was difficult. Senior fashion show was ok... I got kinda bored and stiff necked by the end, and by then I was so bitter against all the skinny kids I was cracking sarcastic remarks every two seconds. And these people in front of us, who must have been college age or parents, were like making out, especially during the swimsuit one....oh gross, not to sound naff, but thats really disgusting! They we're practically on top of each other people.! Let's see, almost seven fifteen. I suppose I should go tie up the chuck taylors and make sure my lifes in order. But I would rather procrastinate. Sigh. Punches |
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| Tuesday, March 19th, 2002 |
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Ho hum, pigs bum. Lets see. Today was uneventful. We're getting a new scene in drama to do tomorrow so I picked Kevin Pease as my partner, b/c he's pretty funny and likes ACDC. Petey asked me but Kevin and I had already decided, but it made me feel special b/c the ladies are normally all over petey. Haha! Ah, a good ol' Ego boost. I have to go to Jenny's in a few to go ride Tannack. Gah, she's so into it, and unless I'm going fast or jumping, riding is MUY boring. She can work on circles for like 3 hours. I mostly talk to Tannack about boy problems and school, he listens pretty good. Then she gets frustrated and asks if I plan to do anything, and i can't say, No, not really. I have to go round and round in this tiny arena while the whole world beckons me to go gallop! BE FREE! Doy. Tom and I's one year anniversary is on Sunday. (tom, don't read this, it will only piss you off) I don't know what to get him! I know! I've used up ALL my great gift ideas and i'm out cold on the proverbial gift shop floor. Well, i have a couple ideas but, still. It like a YEAR, its a big deal, and I couldn't care less. I would much rather just walk with him than go out to dinner and just be starchy and out of place. But, he wants to make a big issue, and if I didn't get a good gift i'd be pissed, so I can't be hypocritical. Tom, you can read again: Anyyyyoo, really must go. Oh, but I went to weight room today and I nearly killed myself lifting 50 pounds, I'm so out of it. I feel really icky and mono-ish and tired. I don't want to go in circles. :( Punches |
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| Monday, March 18th, 2002 |
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I dno, just wanted to post this Which Rainbow Brite kid are you? By  Growing.
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